Pain. Love. Going on. KEEPING ON! mikathehero-aug11-2018-oneyearago Be with us!
Firstly: I have faded out much of my FB responses towards the LoveFlood Tsunami of condolences some days now, in order to catch up and calm down. As overwhelming and explosive as the shockwave in itself, your LoveFlow has been – and is! – something that makes ALL the difference. Keep ’em coming! Send a heart! We feel it! We see you! Fading in, today, was a narrowing down, and only keep focus on the closest circle, with soft chat, and rest. Silence. Music, music, music. Waking up with a breakfast feeling of melancholy, with the infinite missing of his…
Sunday Serenity. With three distinct mediated powers, we have got confirmed beyond all doubt that Mika is with us. 24. 7. 365! I spare all the details for now. And I also will return with his main messages. Separately. We shifted from a pain beyond measure from when he left ‘this’ world for ‘the other’, until last night with a mediated session on Mika’s call and initiative – hands on! – to a measurable sense of relief waking up this morning! THANK YOU MY BELOVED MIKA! So, with that feeling, sharing and caring also with Hedwig’s cousin Pia, coming by…
Let the forest be our healer. In Grännäs, Valdemarsvik, at my mother-in-law Hedwig. Co-grief. Just took a forest therapy walk, and an evening tea after that. Now in bed. We will be here until Wednesday. Photos from back and front view from the house, “Hedwigsborg” – Castle of Hedwig. Sleep, holy sleep, come! And let Mika come through in my dreams tonight to hear him say he is ok! We survived – barely – the first night without Mika. Sleep came to us against all odds, in rounds of three. Mantras help! Yesterday every single breath was a victory against…
Mika has left us, at 11.34 Swedish Summer Time. I am out of words. I only have a scream. Be with us. Mika, wherever you are now. I love you forever!
After a day at work, and then with Mika and Karin at the hospital, just got home with a refill of cat food! Hungry kitteh happy!
At the backyard. Deshi nags about going out every day. Sometimes we listen.
In the backyard, taking Deshi for a walk. He loves it! Today, was hot weather. He chilled a while in the shadows.
Yesterday Mika had Deshi out in a leash in the backyard, with Karin. He and Deshi loved it! So we did it today again! Now with Karin on the balcony, taking the photo.
Deshi is cool. He says good night!
Uchi and Deshi turning seven years today! Wow! Time flies! I love you from The Big Bang to the End of the Universe!
After some very hectic and intense two weeks, we needed to catch up, and just rest. So, be it. Good night!