When Nadine was here the other week, she made these Moshi. So good! And a great way to celebrate my 1st Kyu in Aikido from yesterday, with this great lovely Japanese treat!
Nadine and me. Mika and me. … and all three of us together! The Birthday Photo. Mika. I miss you like crazy. Nadine. See you soon again. Mika. Nadine. I love you forever! And yes. Soto. Uchi. Deshi. Thank you for supporting us in our grief and emptiness! I love you too!
Today, after a day downtown, we wwnt to the grave. Nadine had got a cat you could paint yourself – and, yay! – what talent she has! Rainbow ears and green glitterish. So beautiful an well done! After putting the cat and lightning a candle in it, she made a smiley out of autumn leaves. Tomorrow, going home. A very nice weekend to have Nadine here! I love you so much!
A Day Of Life and Death – And Learning To Find A Home In Your Alienation | #MikaTheHero #MikaTheAngel
Waking up to meet a very very very very very challenging day. Going to bed and feeling that life goes on. And on. And on! I love life! So be it! To grasp the content and nature of this day – right now, I can not. Check @akrogirl stories on an app focused on instant life sharing, some hours ahead. Making alot of remixes of an Alien Emoji felt like a great Lullaby Meditation. The crescendo of the remixes made, was finalized by Nadine, big sister to #MikaTheAngel … and yes, he is now flowing in #TheOtherworld … ….the One…
First time since Mika Memorial and Bye Bye, Nadine spends the weekend here in her Norrköping Home. After a journey that began 0220AM, after a great afternoon in Oslo and some geeky shop visits, we just arrived! LOVELY to have you here, Nadine! Sleep on a bus was almost a no-go, so bed is calling in some very few moments!
INFINITE LOVE AND GRATITUDE TO ALL WHO ATTENDED IN PLACE OR IN SPIRITUAL REMOTE! | #MikaMemorial #MikaByeBye #MikaTheHero
All went beyond the envisioned, and we felt that Mika was truly happy and excited with the Ceremony. Restaurant beyond. And then reception at home for the closest circle. As said – THANK YOU ALL! NO ONE MENTIONED – NO ONE FORGOTTEN! Pics and vids incoming and getting collected. Full story to come! Now. Exhausted! Good Night!
Last time seeing the remains of our beloved Mika. Nadine and Senada was with us. Will give special attention to all the stuff he got with him – later … All worth a separate story! Screamed my heart out. And Karin’s tears … Heartbreaking! And Nadine took the courage and power too. Senada in tears too, and in strong support to Nadine. The priest and the representative from the bureau did/had done an excellent job with the showing at S:t Olof Chapel. On our way out, Mika showed himself in profile among the clouds! Bye Bye Mika! See you tomorrow!…
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Working our asses off today. In order not to be totally devoured by the #MikaMissing, we decided to go full on and clean a cornerstone of our temple – the sofa corner! Haven’t been done in years thoroughly. Shitloads of #MikaMemories. What to keep? What to throw away? Now, week three of grief has begun. Keeping strong. Doing heavy lifting. Literally. And cleaning out our love corner for a renewed flow of ‘what to come’. His presence – as always! – felt … Full on! Universe is bigger than we can think! But here is our spot for R&R, for…
A Silent Sunday – First Weekend, First Full Day, With Only Karin, Me, Soto, Uchi and Deshi – and Mika in The OtherWorld | #MikaTheHero #GriefWeek2 #STAYSTAYSTAY
Pain. Love. Going on. KEEPING ON! mikathehero-aug11-2018-oneyearago Be with us!
Firstly: I have faded out much of my FB responses towards the LoveFlood Tsunami of condolences some days now, in order to catch up and calm down. As overwhelming and explosive as the shockwave in itself, your LoveFlow has been – and is! – something that makes ALL the difference. Keep ’em coming! Send a heart! We feel it! We see you! Fading in, today, was a narrowing down, and only keep focus on the closest circle, with soft chat, and rest. Silence. Music, music, music. Waking up with a breakfast feeling of melancholy, with the infinite missing of his…