Our Hero, born 10.19, May 28, 2015, turning Angel 11.34, Aug 1, 2019, was honoured today. We went to the grave and added some flowers – one rose for Nadine, Karin and me, respectively – and new oil lights. Then we went home and had cake and lit the five year candle, with the five year baloon in the air. Hedwig and Jippii was here today as well, and we watched the photos from the Mika memorial and bye-bye. A big check box ticked, in this painful work that sorrow gives us. Moving on. Mika – I <3 U 4EVAH!
We survived first Xmas without Mika, together. Now, back from Valdemarsvik. Thank you Hedwig!
We lit an angelic candle for Mika today at 3pm. We miss you so much! Barely survived the first Christmas Eve without him. Fighting to get life going on.
Spending Xmas with Jippii, Hedwig and the cats.
Our Guardian Cat On-Top-Our-Herd-Hierarchy Soto (born/register name Pinkalicius’ Pralin, Holy Birman) turns five years today! Two photo stories getting Soto in a Nutshell! First – drinking water. Then! What moves? Another cat! Bam! Gone into the dark! Who is in the Kitchen? Next, also from bedtime – literally! When I’ve done my teeth brushing and other go-to-bed preparations, entering bedroom. Soto with a sharp eye on me! Then – when we have found to be still and calm for a while. Enter middle! But leaning on Mother Karin, since Birmans usually lean on loyalty towards one in the first place….
Walking. Visiting the grave. Calm and nice. Great dinner! Thank you for a nice day! Good night!
Today we had a visit of my mother-in-law Hedwig, with her Eurasier dog Jippii. The grief was very very strong today, when we came together. The heavy dark cloud was very dense, and on our shoulders. Felt really really hard. But good thing to share tears, and somewhere mobilizing the slightest of hope that we will survive this – together. Thank you for a fine day, with shared feelings and a great dinner. Love will push us through. Life just has to go on – as the way the grass is growing on the grave. Strong! Note: This posting…
Here. August 29. 12.00. North Chapel. North Graveyard. Matteus Congregation. Norrköping. The World. Universe. #Thisworld. Invitation to #MikaMemorial #MikaByeBye commencing in rounds, during the days to come. Announcement in Norrkpings Tidningar tomrrow. Love be with us. Mika be with us. Be with us. Be. Be! BE! WITH US!
A Silent Sunday – First Weekend, First Full Day, With Only Karin, Me, Soto, Uchi and Deshi – and Mika in The OtherWorld | #MikaTheHero #GriefWeek2 #STAYSTAYSTAY
Pain. Love. Going on. KEEPING ON! mikathehero-aug11-2018-oneyearago Be with us!
Firstly: I have faded out much of my FB responses towards the LoveFlood Tsunami of condolences some days now, in order to catch up and calm down. As overwhelming and explosive as the shockwave in itself, your LoveFlow has been – and is! – something that makes ALL the difference. Keep ’em coming! Send a heart! We feel it! We see you! Fading in, today, was a narrowing down, and only keep focus on the closest circle, with soft chat, and rest. Silence. Music, music, music. Waking up with a breakfast feeling of melancholy, with the infinite missing of his…
Sunday Serenity. With three distinct mediated powers, we have got confirmed beyond all doubt that Mika is with us. 24. 7. 365! I spare all the details for now. And I also will return with his main messages. Separately. We shifted from a pain beyond measure from when he left ‘this’ world for ‘the other’, until last night with a mediated session on Mika’s call and initiative – hands on! – to a measurable sense of relief waking up this morning! THANK YOU MY BELOVED MIKA! So, with that feeling, sharing and caring also with Hedwig’s cousin Pia, coming by…