The Sun Shone Today As Well | #Photolog

And so, it will, in an estimated five billion orbits around it, from where we are. Now, adding a full weekend of events, in need of special attention, where the balance in between experiencing and storytelling is explored in my slow pace during my Sorrow Work. Where delimitations comes natural, and are given respect. Thinking aloud – I have had an inner dialogue of writing up more stuff beyond this Lullaby Journalling, when coming to stuff I love to do – and then share! The “daytime” sharing. So, with the ethos of “doing stuff that brings me joy”, I am…

Health Care – Sorrow – Friends | #MikaTheAngel #Health #GraveVisit

We’re all humans, with all our imperfections, quirks, fallacies and beauty! ALL of us! We’re different, but we are equal in one dimension. All living beings carry an absolute value! So. It is so immensely unfair that Mika is gone. The one, LIVING this sentiment! He had no idea about “something different” beyond this. All were love. All are love. All is love! All else, is just “the dark side”, and nothing he ever experienced in full. He was bathing in an ocean of the infinity of The Love Force all thru his short life ‘here’. And now, he is…

Wendy In Memoriam – Playing Together With Mika, We Feelz | #WendyTheCat #MikaTheAngel #WMHD

Today, passing by with a seven-year cycle, Wendy left us for #TheOtherworld (link to a photo from her last day in #Thisworld). Does humans meet Pure Light, and our other family members walking over the Rainbow Bridge? Trick question! Pure Light IS the Rainbow! All a matter of perspective, right? We lit our Memorial Candle in the kitchen today. And yes – the kitchen was my Sorrow Therapy Place of today. Music, re:claimed! After some two weeks off track totally, I lost even the Lullaby Blogging! So many things happening, and on my focused and disciplined to-do list, intention is…

Mika Memorial and Bye Bye – Open Air – Countdown! | #MikaMemorial #OpenAir

A screenshot from the countdown, added with some details! A week from now! Cerefie, who sang on the first memorial services, will return – this time with Arvid on cello, interpreting Laleh with five songs. And some pre-recorded mixes from all my five artist aliases, for an open air event in Lejongropen (“the Lion’s Pit”), Folkparken, Norrköping – next Sunday, at 3pm to 8pm!

Visiting The Grave With Hedwig and Jippii | #MikaTheAngel

Today we had a visit of my mother-in-law Hedwig, with her Eurasier dog Jippii. The grief was very very strong today, when we came together. The heavy dark cloud was very dense, and on our shoulders. Felt really really hard. But good thing to share tears, and somewhere mobilizing the slightest of hope that we will survive this – together. Thank you for a fine day, with shared feelings and a great dinner. Love will push us through. Life just has to go on – as the way the grass is growing on the grave. Strong!   Note: This posting…

Updating My LinkedIn Profile | #ProfileUpdate2019

This cuts through all existential contexts. Professional. Personal. Private. How to place the words on what my life situation is, related to the so-called professional networks? Well, I went on with a project today, that was put on hold this Spring – the profile update project. Of a hunch, I just started to update my LinkedIn profile today. And some hours later, it was there! Here are some mobile screenshots of the full summary of ‘me’, in the professional context. On sick leave, yes. In grief. “Current occupation”. Yes, the hardest work of all, unpaid, 24/7/365 – with the greatest…

Mika Memorial – Open Air! | #MikaMemorial #OpenAir

We are in the planning to have an Open Air event for those who could not attend the Memorial Services and Bye Bye Ceremony. It will be a publice event, and we had to apply to the local police force for a permit. That was handed over today, and here is the sketching on where and when that went with it as attach! When event final outline and practicalities are settled, and event published, I will write more! Sept 29. Sunday. 3pm to 8pm!   Note: This posting done in retrospect, due to a week with fever and cold.

Order Placed Of The Headstone / Tombstone | #MikaTheAngel #Retrospective

September 17, 2019. After some twists and turns, the order finally was placed! With the signature, I walked in the heavy showers with the paper document. Strange thing with the meeting of the traditional and the contemporary – a paper that I had in my canvas hip bag in its envelope, was found a bit wet after the showers … But managed to get it delivered anyways. Something as fragile as paper in the water, will lead to a stone lasting for decades ahead. Our Family Headstone / Tombstone. Things did not turn out as it should. It was not…

A Day With Feeding The System | #Photostory

One thing is to be drowned in an endless sea of sorrow. One other is to drown in all things to be done formally with the death of your kid. One third thing is the bureaucracy connected to my health and living situation. Took several hours of full focus today, Finally got the shite together! I’ll spare you the details … As a confirmation of ‘relief’: now the cold I got from my beloved went into full bloom! So. Sleeping it away! Good night!

Feeding The Ducks | #Slideshow

A Very Intense Sunday! Demo and tryout of Aikido and Judo for functionally varied/deficit (used to be called ‘handicapped’/’disabled’ … Thank universe we moved on beyond that!} – A K A SUPERHEROES! A fair with some 20 sports and activities represented! A full story to be saved for the emergent social web flow of the club … IF DOJO NORRKÖPING! in process! To be kicked off when my space is given! Was intended to be kicked off this Fall, but, well, you know … Afterwards a LOOONG and WONDERFUL evening walk my beloved. Visiting the grave. And feeding the ducks…

Grass Is Growing! | #MikaTheAngel #GraveVisit

So great to see that the seeds of love flourish in green! A visit of a debriefing nature with Peter at the funeral bureau today. A good talk! He has been, and is, so great and warm-hearted. He said that taking care of Mika had made a far more and deeper impact than usual, that he will take with him for the rest of his life. Not a single day passing by without thinking of him! A rough night before, with some three hours sleep and insomnia comedy TV, now having greater hope of getting sleep here and now! Good…