Feeling lost. Where to go? What life are we given? Without Mika? I dunno. Resting, in that feeling. Love. Soothe my soul! I can’t stand another second in this pain! Or. Well. I just have to.
This cuts through all existential contexts. Professional. Personal. Private. How to place the words on what my life situation is, related to the so-called professional networks? Well, I went on with a project today, that was put on hold this Spring – the profile update project. Of a hunch, I just started to update my LinkedIn profile today. And some hours later, it was there! Here are some mobile screenshots of the full summary of ‘me’, in the professional context. On sick leave, yes. In grief. “Current occupation”. Yes, the hardest work of all, unpaid, 24/7/365 – with the greatest…
Summer gone. Fall is here. Restaurant at our block taking away the outdoor’s. Leaves, yellow. Nothing turned out it was meant to be. But we just walk on. Because we have to. Period.
INFINITE LOVE AND GRATITUDE TO ALL WHO ATTENDED IN PLACE OR IN SPIRITUAL REMOTE! | #MikaMemorial #MikaByeBye #MikaTheHero
All went beyond the envisioned, and we felt that Mika was truly happy and excited with the Ceremony. Restaurant beyond. And then reception at home for the closest circle. As said – THANK YOU ALL! NO ONE MENTIONED – NO ONE FORGOTTEN! Pics and vids incoming and getting collected. Full story to come! Now. Exhausted! Good Night!
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Thank you, Hedwig! Will wear it with both Pain and in Pride. I miss you so much, Mika! Hedwig here today. A slow and calm day. Good night!
Meditation. Soundtracked by Faithless – Reverence. Magic. Healing. Åbackarna. Nwe Parkour training ground. Sharing Aikido Spirit, they are. Mika loves #TheOtherworldParkour, mefeels! Tombstone meeting, first loop. Went well. Long process. 10 weeks delivery from Fixation of the Future Archeological Material, now only Imagined. Felt Mika’s presence – ad always! Good night!
A Silent Sunday – First Weekend, First Full Day, With Only Karin, Me, Soto, Uchi and Deshi – and Mika in The OtherWorld | #MikaTheHero #GriefWeek2 #STAYSTAYSTAY
Pain. Love. Going on. KEEPING ON! mikathehero-aug11-2018-oneyearago Be with us!
Mika throwing stones in the water, for those sensing. Good Night!
Today’s dinner. On the balcony.
Today Mika got a blood transfusion at Vrinnevi hospital.
Mika and me at the outdoor roof terrace playground of the children’s hospital in Linköping.