Post-Event Afternoon In Sofa With Emoji Fun | #Photolog

Was at an open and free event on digitization of society today. Saving panel- and slide shots for future reference and a professional context. Work training, ongoing. Not so exhausted today, as earlier in this week. My long run Wednesday night seemingly did a great job on my way to recover! Still paying strong respect to my limited energy reserves due to the overly heavy grief work. Afternoon chat with beloved Karin, and daughter. This was my log to Karin. Yawning Emoji firsties for me! An evening in same space and place. Sofa Corner! TV. And ended with packing the…

Thank You Depeche Mode And Anton Corbijn For “Spirits In The Forest”! | #DepecheMode #AntonCorbijn #SpiritsInTheForest

In short: Awesome. Moving. Strong. Instant. Classic! Too many feelings right now. Full story in my future research on music for health! Also – day in honour! – NEMCOM Annual Event Depeche Mode Bar went live today! November 30, 18-01, Café Broadway, Norrköping! See NEMCOM on FB for more details!

#MIKATHEANGEL – I <3 U 4EVAH | #MikaMix № 1 by #aBreathing - 10OCT2019

On May 28, 2015, at 10.19CEST, Mika Hans William Abrahamsson, came from ‘there’, to ‘here’, at Skåne University Hospital, Lund, the Maternal Clinic, Delivery Ward, Caesarean Operation Room. From #AnotherWorld, to #ThisWorld. On Aug 1, 2019, at 11.34CEST, he went from ‘here’ to ‘there’, at Vrinnevi Hospital Intensive Care Unit, Norrköping. From #ThisWorld to #TheOtherWorld. What happened in between ‘then’ and ‘now’, is not possible to grasp in a short mix description on this platform. Music that came to ‘me’ beyond Aug 1, 2019, and up until October 10, 2019, are now flown together in one story – hereby numbered…

Dandelion Found – And Added To The Flourishing At Mika’s Grave | #Flowers #MikaTheAngel #Meaning

On my way to the Sorrow Counselling at the Kiddie Clinic Vrinnevi today, I found two Dandelions still Alive and Kicking! I took the liberty to take one of them with me to the psychologist (and psychotherapist in-the-making) – she’s great! The Dandelion holds strong symbolic power. Turning to a source; “The Dandelion means: Healing from emotional pain and physical injury alike. Intelligence, especially in an emotional and spiritual sense. The warmth and power of the rising sun. Surviving through all challenges and difficulties.” No further comments needed. Pain that you did not survive, Mika. Power given to us to…

Walking – Doing – Buying | #Everydayness

I love walking or running, to do errands. Two loops today. Last leg with bus. Soundtrack: Depeche Mode Bootleg Remixes. Not found in new vinyl. Pizza. Homemade. Tonight! Well deserved Friday Chill after another tough and hard grieving week. One thing not traced in our lifelogging quantification. Life. Move. On!

Exposing yourself to reach acceptance? | #Grief #Process #MikaTheAngel

Went thru ALL photos taken with this cellphone today, from February and onwards. The last months with Mika passing by in two hours. A truly exhaustive experience. But my belief is that this is needed to eventually and hopefully reach the final and last phase of the grief process – acceptance. As visiting the grave, daily. And now coming to “mostly daily”. Today added with Japanese Maple Leafs. Feeling that the grief process is catching up on us in one heavy and core aspect – deep exhaustion. So. Boosting and healing! Running yesterday. Kundalini Yoga at the studio tonighr! All…

Rules and Running | #Recovering

Three hours to get my errand at the authorities straight enough, and story not over yet. Emphatic service woman who did all what could to call those handling the files, and she really had a deep understanding. She fought to keep her tears back. All thru the afternoon! Angel of the Day! And her name is Karin. Gotta be something special with that name … THANK YOU! All in all. The system that once was there to support us, is beyond fkkd up, and puts our whole fragile society at deep risk. Spare you the details. All will be ok…

MikaMix №1 Now Uploaded And In Private Mode Since 1430HRS Sharp | #MikaMix #MikaTheAngel #aBreathing

Intention and outcome matched! My first in a lifelong series of MikaMixes now published in private mode! I am awaiting composers and artists approvals before going public with it. This day was in bliss, in the midst of all grief, of having it done. As I said at his grave at the Memorial Service and Bye Bye Ceremony – all I do will be dedicated to him, in order to keep his memory alive. Besides this, domestic services, together with getting groceries and commodities to our household – and visiting the grave, as usual – was done. Evening, in chill,…

Today: Rest & Recovery | #Photostory

TV. Some admin. Outside twice, only around the corner for essential groceries. Burnt out by sorrow, refuelling. Got Memory Book from #MikaMemorial #MikaByeBye and some confirmations on gifts to Blood Cancer Funds for research on Aplastic Anemia. Crying our hearts out! Programs watched – learning (brain on social, menstruation health and ups/downs with 5G), drama comedy (aussie health care, rural and urban), trailers on public service programs this fall (many goodies to come!), talk show, and news, news and news. Now: watching dreamscape in the dark behind eyelids! Tomorrow? Intent, Goal and Target: DAYTIME BLOGGING WITH PRODUCT SHARED! Blogged when…

Health Care – Sorrow – Friends | #MikaTheAngel #Health #GraveVisit

We’re all humans, with all our imperfections, quirks, fallacies and beauty! ALL of us! We’re different, but we are equal in one dimension. All living beings carry an absolute value! So. It is so immensely unfair that Mika is gone. The one, LIVING this sentiment! He had no idea about “something different” beyond this. All were love. All are love. All is love! All else, is just “the dark side”, and nothing he ever experienced in full. He was bathing in an ocean of the infinity of The Love Force all thru his short life ‘here’. And now, he is…

Wendy In Memoriam – Playing Together With Mika, We Feelz | #WendyTheCat #MikaTheAngel #WMHD

Today, passing by with a seven-year cycle, Wendy left us for #TheOtherworld (link to a photo from her last day in #Thisworld). Does humans meet Pure Light, and our other family members walking over the Rainbow Bridge? Trick question! Pure Light IS the Rainbow! All a matter of perspective, right? We lit our Memorial Candle in the kitchen today. And yes – the kitchen was my Sorrow Therapy Place of today. Music, re:claimed! After some two weeks off track totally, I lost even the Lullaby Blogging! So many things happening, and on my focused and disciplined to-do list, intention is…