Feeding The Ducks | #Slideshow

A Very Intense Sunday! Demo and tryout of Aikido and Judo for functionally varied/deficit (used to be called ‘handicapped’/’disabled’ … Thank universe we moved on beyond that!} – A K A SUPERHEROES! A fair with some 20 sports and activities represented! A full story to be saved for the emergent social web flow of the club … IF DOJO NORRKÖPING! in process! To be kicked off when my space is given! Was intended to be kicked off this Fall, but, well, you know … Afterwards a LOOONG and WONDERFUL evening walk my beloved. Visiting the grave. And feeding the ducks…

Grass Is Growing! | #MikaTheAngel #GraveVisit

So great to see that the seeds of love flourish in green! A visit of a debriefing nature with Peter at the funeral bureau today. A good talk! He has been, and is, so great and warm-hearted. He said that taking care of Mika had made a far more and deeper impact than usual, that he will take with him for the rest of his life. Not a single day passing by without thinking of him! A rough night before, with some three hours sleep and insomnia comedy TV, now having greater hope of getting sleep here and now! Good…

Bye Bye #BBT – Hello Beyond! | #LoveDeclaration #ByeBye #BigBangTheory

As #EpiMagic as could be expected. Cried my heart out, when seeing The Last Ever Episode! I’m gonna miss you, my virtual friends from another Verse, sharing the same World! I’m gonna listen to the NASA Podcast now and yhen (as I do some time, confessed with pride …) to keep curiosity and hope alive, and to conclude onwards the same as always – that there is a surprisingly thin line in between reality and fiction! Regards from a Mad/Sane (Fringe) Scientist on the Quest to co-discover #TheLoveField! And when things go way out of hand (as with now, in…

Animal Speak – A Tiger Cat | #MikaTheAngel #Cats #Love

Monday, Sept. 9. A visit with Karin to see her doctor, main event. And, that’s her story. We survived. That too. A bit tired on only thinking and living ‘survival’. We wants to LIVE and PROSPER! Later. On my way to Monday Aikido. A cat – reminding us on exactly that: “How To Survive, Live and Prosper in the Flow Society?” When life strikes you with the hardest of the hardest of the Steel Baseball Bats – count to ten. Then rise! Even if it takes three rounds around the sun to count to ten … Meow!!! Mika is with…

Sunday – In Retrospective Remix … | #MikaTheAngel #SerenitySunday #VirtualVisit

Photo taken on Sunday, Sept 8. Virtual visit to the grave for two – one in place. Photo published, retrospectively. With a remix. Mika Style! You draw conclusions. If you carry ‘fact resistence’, mosey along. Look elsewhere. If you are ‘curious’ and interested in ‘fringe science’ with a ‘wide-open mind, heart, soul and spirit’ – feel warmly welcome! Love is all around, you see. Embrace! I love you, Mika. (In #TheOtherworld) I love you, Karin. (In Hedwigsborg, Grännäs, Valdemarsvik) I love you, Melanthie. (In Larnaca, Cyprus) And, I love me. (In North Graveyard, Norrköping) Love is the Hero! Love is…

A Day In Freedom – Or What To Say? | #DayFlow #Walking #MikaTheAngel

In summary. Saturday. Sept 7, 2019. Intention in Everyday Notes. Sky. Mika? Grave. Sunflowers. And more! Shadow. Profile. Grass. Prison. Closed. Open. For The Public. Me. Outside. Sky. Sun. Mika? Me. Inside. Sky! Stream. Dreams. Brochure. Program. At Prison. Events. Culture! A song. A cat. Home. Resting. Day end. Sharing a wall note from prison. How to fill a day with meaning. Without Mika here. But … There! Being with us, you are. Miss you like crazy. __ Note: Another backdated journalling note. Reaching same day-blogging … Very soon! Hai!

Day After Mika Memorial Pre-School – Flower, Grave Visit, Lunch and Karin To Valdemarsvik | #MikaTheAngel #FoodExperiences #Dayflow

6th of September, 2019. Another day with Mika in #TheOtherworld. Will never “get used to it”, but hope to “find a stable way to live with it”. I had forgot the bouquet of flowers that Mika’s beloved friend Ellen had for us at the pre-school memorial, so I went back early morning. Finding it at the shrine where the photo used to be, I could not find another thing to do, than to let it be! So beautiful. Then, the daily grave visit. Beyond, we spoilt us with a really nice lunch from an authentic and local café. Really great!…

How Not To Be Able To Blog In Full … | #MikaTheAngel #MikaMemorial #Preschool #TheMikaTree

This posting is back-dated. The date is only there to connect the content to the day and night (Swedish: ‘Dygn’), that the content of the posting is related to. I authored this as a lullaby posting the night after. 5th of September, 2019, we had a Mika Memorial at his pre-school. I am not at all mature to grasp the full of the event, since it was as hard as it could be. The magnitude of the feeling in a sense was stronger than on the Memorial one week before. The “main one”, with Mika’s remains going down the “feet…

Tomorrow – Sowing The Seeds Of Love | #MikaTheAngel #Love #AdInfinitum

We cleared the field today – for some green grass to grow. We fight every day – to get deep into our existence that he is not ‘here’, but ‘there’. And visiting this place – DAILY! – will help us out! I am off the hook until Jan 31, 2020, to have and be given space to do so. We all grieve in our own way. There is no manual for that. So, in order to find that ‘way’, still putting trust into ‘the system’ that we will get space for that! Formally. On sick leave. As intermittent worker, supporting…

Let Us Introduce To You – Mika The Angel! | #MikaTheAngel

As pointed out before – he did not want to be called a hero. In a taoistic manner – the true leader does not calls himself a leader. Same with heroism, me guess! When Bowie speaks about being heroes just for one day, I say that all living, everywhere, are heroes in their own right and way! We are all love! And love is the true hero! Yes? But ok – I hope he feels more comfortable with what we truly feels what he is. Our Angel! The Guardian Kind! So – with that said – Let us introduce: #MIKATHEANGEL…

Cleanup of the grave – first round | #MikaTheAngel #GriefYearOne #InProgress

Today, a new name came to me of our beloved one: #MikaTheAngel! He never wanted to be named a hero: “I am Mika!” – yes, humble and strong he was – and is! Our guardian angel is there, and talking to him every day when visiting his grave at our daily Zenith Walk. Summer officially over, and flowers in decay. They will spread grass seeds on Thursday morning, preparing for that. Life goes on. Fika in Serenity afterwards Aikido ended the night. Keeping my shite together. Still physically quite exhausted by the grieving work, but catching up. Mentally, in some…