One of those days of painful memories. Kulturnatten Norrköping – without Mika. We went out to have a meal at Trottoarbaren, Dynamo, Hallarna. Then, visited some friends at Företagsateljéerna, to see their works of art. I was out also, later in the night.
A day of chill, visiting the windy beach. And then going back home! On my way home, I visited one of our former aikidokas, who moved to Kalmar to study. Nice to be home, and reunite with my Karin and the cats! Thank you, Thomas family for a great distraction in my hard sorrow work, to spend some really great days in Öland! If you want a great vacation, be sure to go to Pensionat Grankullavik in Northern Öland!
By an invitation from my old friend Johan Thomas, we went to his boarding house Pensionat Grankullavik, which he acquired some years back. It is in the northern peak of Öland. He picked me up by car with his sons in the back seat.
A screenshot from the countdown, added with some details! A week from now! Cerefie, who sang on the first memorial services, will return – this time with Arvid on cello, interpreting Laleh with five songs. And some pre-recorded mixes from all my five artist aliases, for an open air event in Lejongropen (“the Lion’s Pit”), Folkparken, Norrköping – next Sunday, at 3pm to 8pm!
We are in the planning to have an Open Air event for those who could not attend the Memorial Services and Bye Bye Ceremony. It will be a publice event, and we had to apply to the local police force for a permit. That was handed over today, and here is the sketching on where and when that went with it as attach! When event final outline and practicalities are settled, and event published, I will write more! Sept 29. Sunday. 3pm to 8pm! Note: This posting done in retrospect, due to a week with fever and cold.
September 17, 2019. After some twists and turns, the order finally was placed! With the signature, I walked in the heavy showers with the paper document. Strange thing with the meeting of the traditional and the contemporary – a paper that I had in my canvas hip bag in its envelope, was found a bit wet after the showers … But managed to get it delivered anyways. Something as fragile as paper in the water, will lead to a stone lasting for decades ahead. Our Family Headstone / Tombstone. Things did not turn out as it should. It was not…
One thing is to be drowned in an endless sea of sorrow. One other is to drown in all things to be done formally with the death of your kid. One third thing is the bureaucracy connected to my health and living situation. Took several hours of full focus today, Finally got the shite together! I’ll spare you the details … As a confirmation of ‘relief’: now the cold I got from my beloved went into full bloom! So. Sleeping it away! Good night!
As #EpiMagic as could be expected. Cried my heart out, when seeing The Last Ever Episode! I’m gonna miss you, my virtual friends from another Verse, sharing the same World! I’m gonna listen to the NASA Podcast now and yhen (as I do some time, confessed with pride …) to keep curiosity and hope alive, and to conclude onwards the same as always – that there is a surprisingly thin line in between reality and fiction! Regards from a Mad/Sane (Fringe) Scientist on the Quest to co-discover #TheLoveField! And when things go way out of hand (as with now, in…
Monday, Sept. 9. A visit with Karin to see her doctor, main event. And, that’s her story. We survived. That too. A bit tired on only thinking and living ‘survival’. We wants to LIVE and PROSPER! Later. On my way to Monday Aikido. A cat – reminding us on exactly that: “How To Survive, Live and Prosper in the Flow Society?” When life strikes you with the hardest of the hardest of the Steel Baseball Bats – count to ten. Then rise! Even if it takes three rounds around the sun to count to ten … Meow!!! Mika is with…
Photo taken on Sunday, Sept 8. Virtual visit to the grave for two – one in place. Photo published, retrospectively. With a remix. Mika Style! You draw conclusions. If you carry ‘fact resistence’, mosey along. Look elsewhere. If you are ‘curious’ and interested in ‘fringe science’ with a ‘wide-open mind, heart, soul and spirit’ – feel warmly welcome! Love is all around, you see. Embrace! I love you, Mika. (In #TheOtherworld) I love you, Karin. (In Hedwigsborg, Grännäs, Valdemarsvik) I love you, Melanthie. (In Larnaca, Cyprus) And, I love me. (In North Graveyard, Norrköping) Love is the Hero! Love is…
This posting is back-dated. The date is only there to connect the content to the day and night (Swedish: ‘Dygn’), that the content of the posting is related to. I authored this as a lullaby posting the night after. 5th of September, 2019, we had a Mika Memorial at his pre-school. I am not at all mature to grasp the full of the event, since it was as hard as it could be. The magnitude of the feeling in a sense was stronger than on the Memorial one week before. The “main one”, with Mika’s remains going down the “feet…
We cleared the field today – for some green grass to grow. We fight every day – to get deep into our existence that he is not ‘here’, but ‘there’. And visiting this place – DAILY! – will help us out! I am off the hook until Jan 31, 2020, to have and be given space to do so. We all grieve in our own way. There is no manual for that. So, in order to find that ‘way’, still putting trust into ‘the system’ that we will get space for that! Formally. On sick leave. As intermittent worker, supporting…