Great to have the annual première run!
Began this morning with listening to the first album of 2020 – with Laleh: “Postcards”. Mika had his favourite song, with Laleh – “Bara få va mig själv”. So, a good way to start my musical year!
Closing The Books Of 2019 – The Worst Year Of My Life | #MikaTheHero #MikaTheAngel #NadineTheHeroine #HOPEFUL2020
This year we lost our little love boy Mika. The worst that can happen in your life, happened. Losing your kid. At the same time we touched heaven in February, when he was declared well from the heart deficit he suffered from. So, all in all, he was well for a few months of his four year long life, our #MikaTheHero! We who are still here, we are still being there for each other, and I will continue to be the best father I can be for Nadine! Family and friends, I love you. Let the Love Force live strong…
Was a while ago. In fact, some years … Now, on it again! Felt great!
Mika The Bear Hero. And Mika The Angel is in The Otherworld Hope to see you some night in my dreams! Why not tonight?
We survived first Xmas without Mika, together. Now, back from Valdemarsvik. Thank you Hedwig!
From today’s run.
We lit an angelic candle for Mika today at 3pm. We miss you so much! Barely survived the first Christmas Eve without him. Fighting to get life going on.
Spending Xmas with Jippii, Hedwig and the cats.
I guess it comes as a reaction to upcoming Christmas, but suffer strong sorrow attacks these days. Today was awful. I miss you so damn much, Mika! Life is not the same with you here. Guess we just have to suffer thru, and let life go on in one direction or another.
This week I fixed a membership at a gym. My Kundaliniyoga Master Jan Lunde now conducts Yoga sessions at this gym. Premièred today! Feels great to be back! Once a week, planned. Fridays at 10am! And will do some gym sessions as well. My body and spirit needs it!
Of unspecified reasons I had a day of anxiety today, and made very few productive steps. I know they pass by, these feelings, and pressure lowering. Better in the evening. Now, with hopes of a good sleep – good night!