We survived first Xmas without Mika, together. Now, back from Valdemarsvik. Thank you Hedwig!
From today’s run.
We lit an angelic candle for Mika today at 3pm. We miss you so much! Barely survived the first Christmas Eve without him. Fighting to get life going on.
Spending Xmas with Jippii, Hedwig and the cats.
I guess it comes as a reaction to upcoming Christmas, but suffer strong sorrow attacks these days. Today was awful. I miss you so damn much, Mika! Life is not the same with you here. Guess we just have to suffer thru, and let life go on in one direction or another.
This week I fixed a membership at a gym. My Kundaliniyoga Master Jan Lunde now conducts Yoga sessions at this gym. Premièred today! Feels great to be back! Once a week, planned. Fridays at 10am! And will do some gym sessions as well. My body and spirit needs it!
Of unspecified reasons I had a day of anxiety today, and made very few productive steps. I know they pass by, these feelings, and pressure lowering. Better in the evening. Now, with hopes of a good sleep – good night!
More than two weeks off. Of reasons. I did an inventory on dates to fill in with retrospective blogging. I want every day of the year reflected in retrospect, where I did not do the Lullaby Blogging. There is something special with daily blogging. A journal, leaving memories where they are. Fragments of life, where the little can express much. Image and text. And also an exercise in writing, creating, discipline and focus! I need it! So, with that said – beginning tomorrow! Aiming to cover all the gaps before closing the book of 2019 – the most Lovely and…
At ProNova, Norrköping. Beautiful! Earlier that morning we also attended the Lucia celebration at Nektarinen, Mika’s pre-school.
Theme: Digitization and Society. Some years back I was one of the co-founders of TEDxNorrkoping.
Attended a lecture by Olle Tholén, sound designer and film maker, from the film making collective Crazy Pictures here in Norrköping. Truly interesting for a sound and music nerd like me! Taking away a bit of the magic from experiencing the film, “The Unthinkable”/”Den Blomstertid Nu Kommer”, with the behind-the-scenes/production notes.