Went thru ALL photos taken with this cellphone today, from February and onwards. The last months with Mika passing by in two hours. A truly exhaustive experience. But my belief is that this is needed to eventually and hopefully reach the final and last phase of the grief process – acceptance. As visiting the grave, daily. And now coming to “mostly daily”. Today added with Japanese Maple Leafs. Feeling that the grief process is catching up on us in one heavy and core aspect – deep exhaustion. So. Boosting and healing! Running yesterday. Kundalini Yoga at the studio tonighr! All…
Mika! Come To Mamma Karin’s Dream Tonight! She Will Be So Happy To Meet And See You! | #MikaTheHero #Channeling #Wishing
“Tough night. It’s so empty on life. Of fuss. Of sounds. The emptiness is so numbing.” “Such a great missing.” Come and comfort mummy with your caring, love and full light being! — Now I will meditate on this. We are home. But a home without Mika is like s scattered puzzle, who used to be the 100 complete, now 98 pieces missing. Help us find these, one by one, and find ways to feel his presence more and more. Every moment ahead! MIKA – WE LOVE YOU 4EVAH.
Melancholy – Serenity – Soft Tears – Music – Fika – Roadtrip | #GriefCamp
Firstly: I have faded out much of my FB responses towards the LoveFlood Tsunami of condolences some days now, in order to catch up and calm down. As overwhelming and explosive as the shockwave in itself, your LoveFlow has been – and is! – something that makes ALL the difference. Keep ’em coming! Send a heart! We feel it! We see you! Fading in, today, was a narrowing down, and only keep focus on the closest circle, with soft chat, and rest. Silence. Music, music, music. Waking up with a breakfast feeling of melancholy, with the infinite missing of his…
In Memoriam, In The Timespaceless | #blog365 #haiku
birma spirit // love // you is — Photo: #WendyTheCat’s remains and sanctuary in our home. See http://sliceonline.tumblr.com for my honouring of Wendy’s passing away one year ago, and the Gratitudes. Still not ready to take the full story of this totally unique and special Birma. Don’t know how to do it. Truly. After this first orbital round of our Planet making its way around the Sun… After the day of her moving on to Afterlife … … I will find a way to share the stories, here and there. Still, Images will do the Talking in the mean time….