— So, eight years ago, a little wonderboy was born. And now, he’s gone. Our little wonderboy! How you survive such stuff? Don’t ask. We just do. I’ve restored my power to create and joy of life. But when the pain hits, it hits like hell. Not staying that long as it used to. And memories of joy can be restored. With melancholy. Yes, reaching far in the tough work called “sorrow”. In my multi-traumatic life, surviving PTSD and living with back and forth with anxiety to levels of the unbearable sometimes, I have fully returned to pursue and…
Bengt Johannisson – Eighty Mighty Years (80yo) – CONGRATZ! | #HappyBirthday
Bengt Johannisson with his beloved dog Winnie (as in Winnie-The-Pooh), at his since-seventies-premise in Braås, outside Växjö, Småland, Kronobergs County, Sweden, Scandinavia, The Nordicas, Europe, Tellus, The Solar System of Ours, The Milky Way, Galactic Local Group, in an Endless Universe of Love // original publishing: In Braås, with Bengt | #Workshop A Love Declaration—Not In Words, But In Mjuuuuusic? To be come! “Sometimes – if not ANY time! – it is impossible to express emotions in words. So, beyond the words, where are we? In infinity. As with what “True Friendship” means. Well – you know it, when you…
Karin 43 years! Congratulations! | #Karin #birthday #43years
She got feminist earrings as bday present. And then we went to a restaurant. Ended night with a biopic about The Notorious RBG – Ruth Bader Ginsburg. Power up!
Mika’s Angelversary – Mika:s Ängladag | #MikaTheHero #MikaTheAngel #angelversary
Today we gave honour to Mika, one year after he left us for The Otherworld. We took a fika at his grave. Added a bouquet, and opened a “Kinderägg Surprajs” as he used to say. A little elephant! A symbol as such – the wise elephant with the strong memory. Always remembering our little boy! An elephant was also on the shirt he had when he passed away. Coming home, we got a message from our medium that he wanted ice cream, meringue and chocolate, and some balloons. So be it! Here is the last image of him conscious. His…
My 54th Birthday | #Birthday #Me
Five birthday photos. Four with Mika alive. What was intended as a tradition, was broken. My annual birthday photo with my kids. And, with Mika in The Otherworld, and with Nadine home in Norway due to covid-19 restrictions, this had to be the way instead. My kids, framed. Mika as a four year old from June 6, 2019, and Nadine when she was five from Spring 2012. It was a great day anyways, eating at a restaurant a meal with three small dishes, and afterwards going to the Carl Johan Park for an ice-cream! Thank you Karin!
Mika’s Birthday – Should Have Turned 5 Years Today | #MikaTheHero #MikaTheAngel #Mika5years
Our Hero, born 10.19, May 28, 2015, turning Angel 11.34, Aug 1, 2019, was honoured today. We went to the grave and added some flowers – one rose for Nadine, Karin and me, respectively – and new oil lights. Then we went home and had cake and lit the five year candle, with the five year baloon in the air. Hedwig and Jippii was here today as well, and we watched the photos from the Mika memorial and bye-bye. A big check box ticked, in this painful work that sorrow gives us. Moving on. Mika – I <3 U 4EVAH!
Mika Left Us Six Months Ago Today | #MikaTheHero #MikaTheAngel
At 11.34, 1st of August, Mika left us here in this world, for the other world. Eternally loved – Always missed. Photo from February 2019, the first one I took with this cellphone. And the grave from today. I love you Mika. See you again when my time comes. Take care in between, our little angel!
Pizza Dinner! | #Photolog
Fika! | #Photolog
At lunch time today.
New Shelf In The Kitchen | #Everydayness
Added today – a shelf to store stuff in the kitchen. The cat scratch tower moved to our bedroom.
Soto And Me | #Photolog #SotoTheCat
In the sofa.
Back To Research Reading! | #Research #Music4Health
After weeks of inactivity in my low life, I went back to the Uni Library and read “Disclosing Entrepreneurship As Practice – The Enactive Approach” by Bengt Johannisson! Synching my back-to-research with Karin beginning her school this Monday! Feels good!