Mika Eight Years – And Life Goes On | #MikaTheStar #Birthday #Family

  — So, eight years ago, a little wonderboy was born. And now, he’s gone. Our little wonderboy! How you survive such stuff? Don’t ask. We just do. I’ve restored my power to create and joy of life. But when the pain hits, it hits like hell. Not staying that long as it used to. And memories of joy can be restored. With melancholy. Yes, reaching far in the tough work called “sorrow”. In my multi-traumatic life, surviving PTSD and living with back and forth with anxiety to levels of the unbearable sometimes, I have fully returned to pursue and…

Bengt Johannisson with his beloved dog Winnie (as in Winnie-The-Pooh), at his since-seventies-premise in Braås, outside Växjö, Småland, Kronobergs County, Sweden, Scandinavia, The Nordicas, Europe, Tellus, The Solar System of Ours, The Milky Way, Galactic Local Group, in an Endless Universe of Love // original publishing: In Braås, with Bengt | #Workshop

Bengt Johannisson – Eighty Mighty Years (80yo) – CONGRATZ! | #HappyBirthday

Bengt Johannisson with his beloved dog Winnie (as in Winnie-The-Pooh), at his since-seventies-premise in Braås, outside Växjö, Småland, Kronobergs County, Sweden, Scandinavia, The Nordicas, Europe, Tellus, The Solar System of Ours, The Milky Way, Galactic Local Group, in an Endless Universe of Love // original publishing: In Braås, with Bengt | #Workshop A Love Declaration—Not In Words, But In Mjuuuuusic? To be come! “Sometimes – if not ANY time! – it is impossible to express emotions in words. So, beyond the words, where are we? In infinity. As with what “True Friendship” means. Well – you know it, when you…

Mika’s Angelversary – Mika:s Ängladag | #MikaTheHero #MikaTheAngel #angelversary

Today we gave honour to Mika, one year after he left us for The Otherworld. We took a fika at his grave. Added a bouquet, and opened a “Kinderägg Surprajs” as he used to say. A little elephant! A symbol as such – the wise elephant with the strong memory. Always remembering our little boy! An elephant was also on the shirt he had when he passed away. Coming home, we got a message from our medium that he wanted ice cream, meringue and chocolate, and some balloons. So be it! Here is the last image of him conscious. His…

My 54th Birthday | #Birthday #Me

Five birthday photos. Four with Mika alive. What was intended as a tradition, was broken. My annual birthday photo with my kids. And, with Mika in The Otherworld, and with Nadine home in Norway due to covid-19 restrictions, this had to be the way instead. My kids, framed. Mika as a four year old from June 6, 2019, and Nadine when she was five from Spring 2012. It was a great day anyways, eating at a restaurant a meal with three small dishes, and afterwards going to the Carl Johan Park for an ice-cream! Thank you Karin!

Mika’s Birthday – Should Have Turned 5 Years Today | #MikaTheHero #MikaTheAngel #Mika5years

Our Hero, born 10.19, May 28, 2015, turning Angel 11.34, Aug 1, 2019, was honoured today. We went to the grave and added some flowers – one rose for Nadine, Karin and me, respectively – and new oil lights. Then we went home and had cake and lit the five year candle, with the five year baloon in the air. Hedwig and Jippii was here today as well, and we watched the photos from the Mika memorial and bye-bye. A big check box ticked, in this painful work that sorrow gives us. Moving on. Mika – I <3 U 4EVAH!