— So, eight years ago, a little wonderboy was born. And now, he’s gone. Our little wonderboy! How you survive such stuff? Don’t ask. We just do. I’ve restored my power to create and joy of life. But when the pain hits, it hits like hell. Not staying that long as it used to. And memories of joy can be restored. With melancholy. Yes, reaching far in the tough work called “sorrow”. In my multi-traumatic life, surviving PTSD and living with back and forth with anxiety to levels of the unbearable sometimes, I have fully returned to pursue and…
Bengt Johannisson with his beloved dog Winnie (as in Winnie-The-Pooh), at his since-seventies-premise in Braås, outside Växjö, Småland, Kronobergs County, Sweden, Scandinavia, The Nordicas, Europe, Tellus, The Solar System of Ours, The Milky Way, Galactic Local Group, in an Endless Universe of Love // original publishing: In Braås, with Bengt | #Workshop A Love Declaration—Not In Words, But In Mjuuuuusic? To be come! “Sometimes – if not ANY time! – it is impossible to express emotions in words. So, beyond the words, where are we? In infinity. As with what “True Friendship” means. Well – you know it, when you…
She got feminist earrings as bday present. And then we went to a restaurant. Ended night with a biopic about The Notorious RBG – Ruth Bader Ginsburg. Power up!
Five birthday photos. Four with Mika alive. What was intended as a tradition, was broken. My annual birthday photo with my kids. And, with Mika in The Otherworld, and with Nadine home in Norway due to covid-19 restrictions, this had to be the way instead. My kids, framed. Mika as a four year old from June 6, 2019, and Nadine when she was five from Spring 2012. It was a great day anyways, eating at a restaurant a meal with three small dishes, and afterwards going to the Carl Johan Park for an ice-cream! Thank you Karin!
Our Hero, born 10.19, May 28, 2015, turning Angel 11.34, Aug 1, 2019, was honoured today. We went to the grave and added some flowers – one rose for Nadine, Karin and me, respectively – and new oil lights. Then we went home and had cake and lit the five year candle, with the five year baloon in the air. Hedwig and Jippii was here today as well, and we watched the photos from the Mika memorial and bye-bye. A big check box ticked, in this painful work that sorrow gives us. Moving on. Mika – I <3 U 4EVAH!
Celebrating Karin’s 42nd birthday with a night out! First dinner at a restaurant, and then finishing off with the epic ending of the Star Wars Saga, Episode IX – The Rise of Skywalker! Thank you for a wonderful night, my love! I love you! Happy Birthday, dear!
My daughter is now a teenager! We had a chat around her birth time 1441CET, as we traditionally have. I am so proud of you! I love you so much! Hope to see you again soon!
Went to the library. Watched some stuff on TV. Something like that. Mother to my daughter had birthday!
Before going home, Andy made a Mika Bracelet in the morning. And giving Ture the yorkie a hug!
I was making a roundtrip to Stockholm to celebrate my brother from another mother, Anders “Andy” Sporring, turning 60 years! We went to his daughter Melissa with family in Värmdö, and celebrated with his closest friends and family as well – Mikael, Eric, Jenny and son-in-law with family, and grandchildren. A truly memorable event, ending very very late in the night, with Anders summarizing his life story – so far! I love you Andy!
Our Guardian Cat On-Top-Our-Herd-Hierarchy Soto (born/register name Pinkalicius’ Pralin, Holy Birman) turns five years today! Two photo stories getting Soto in a Nutshell! First – drinking water. Then! What moves? Another cat! Bam! Gone into the dark! Who is in the Kitchen? Next, also from bedtime – literally! When I’ve done my teeth brushing and other go-to-bed preparations, entering bedroom. Soto with a sharp eye on me! Then – when we have found to be still and calm for a while. Enter middle! But leaning on Mother Karin, since Birmans usually lean on loyalty towards one in the first place….
Today Hedwig and Jippii came for a visit. Since we were at the hospital June 26, my mother-in-law couldn’t celebrate my birthday. Done today! Waffles with jam and cream, a good dinner and some presents (in pic). Thank you Hedwig!