Many years ago we bought a second hand bunk bed with built in desk. Many things have been created there during the years from Nadine and Mika. And many nights of sleep spent by Nadine. But now, it’s history. It’s going to be replaced with a new bed and a separate desk. It was very hurtful to take it apart IKEA style, and give it to the buyers/new owners. A part of the painful process to phase out all stuffs related to Mika.
In the sofa. Photo by Karin.
Depressed. So sad. Low energy. Hope for spirit lift. Soon.
One installation of Norrköping Light Festival captured by Karin, when out on a short walk. Feeling much sadness. TV day.
Great to have the annual première run!
Began this morning with listening to the first album of 2020 – with Laleh: “Postcards”. Mika had his favourite song, with Laleh – “Bara få va mig själv”. So, a good way to start my musical year!
Was a while ago. In fact, some years … Now, on it again! Felt great!
Mika’s place was visited by some friends this xmas. Hanna with family, giving a dog. And Pia with family, coming with a small xmas tree. Thank you!
Mika The Bear Hero. And Mika The Angel is in The Otherworld Hope to see you some night in my dreams! Why not tonight?
We survived first Xmas without Mika, together. Now, back from Valdemarsvik. Thank you Hedwig!
I guess it comes as a reaction to upcoming Christmas, but suffer strong sorrow attacks these days. Today was awful. I miss you so damn much, Mika! Life is not the same with you here. Guess we just have to suffer thru, and let life go on in one direction or another.
This week I fixed a membership at a gym. My Kundaliniyoga Master Jan Lunde now conducts Yoga sessions at this gym. Premièred today! Feels great to be back! Once a week, planned. Fridays at 10am! And will do some gym sessions as well. My body and spirit needs it!