Let Us Introduce To You – Mika The Angel! | #MikaTheAngel

Categories: #PhotoStory · Mika · Norrköping · Sandgatan 12 BTags: Leave a comment

As pointed out before – he did not want to be called a hero. In a taoistic manner – the true leader does not calls himself a leader. Same with heroism, me guess! When Bowie speaks about being heroes just for one day, I say that all living, everywhere, are heroes in their own right and way! We are all love! And love is the true hero! Yes? But ok – I hope he feels more comfortable with what we truly feels what he is. Our Angel! The Guardian Kind! So – with that said – Let us introduce: #MIKATHEANGEL…

Cleanup of the grave – first round | #MikaTheAngel #GriefYearOne #InProgress

Categories: #Picflow · Karin · Me · Mika · Norra Kyrkogården · Norrköping · Norrköping Shopping DistrictLeave a comment

Today, a new name came to me of our beloved one: #MikaTheAngel! He never wanted to be named a hero: “I am Mika!” – yes, humble and strong he was – and is! Our guardian angel is there, and talking to him every day when visiting his grave at our daily Zenith Walk. Summer officially over, and flowers in decay. They will spread grass seeds on Thursday morning, preparing for that. Life goes on. Fika in Serenity afterwards Aikido ended the night. Keeping my shite together. Still physically quite exhausted by the grieving work, but catching up. Mentally, in some…

A day of emotional hangover, relief and recovery | #MikaMemorial #MikaByeBye

Categories: #DayFlow · Bengt Johannisson · Hanna Ericsson · Karin · Me · Mika · Mika Memorial and Bye-Bye · Norra Kyrkogården · NorrköpingLeave a comment

Day after the Ceremony. We are so happy with the fantastic Love Bomb yesterday. It was magic! Thanks, once again! Bengt Johannisson attended breakfast, and followed us to the grave. Joined there, also Hanna, her daughter Luna and her mom Carina. Such beautiful flowers! Waving Bengt goodbye, then all afternoon on a speedy walkabout, making errands all over the place! Ending night with “Kristallen”, the Swedish counterpart to The Emmy Awards. With that said – good night!

INFINITE LOVE AND GRATITUDE TO ALL WHO ATTENDED IN PLACE OR IN SPIRITUAL REMOTE! | #MikaMemorial #MikaByeBye #MikaTheHero

Categories: #Photolog · Family · Gratitudes · Hedwig · Karin · Love Declarations · Me · Mika · Mika Memorial and Bye-Bye · Nadine · Norra Kapellet · Norra Kyrkogården · Norrköping · Roland · Sara · Therese · Viktor · WendyLeave a comment

All went beyond the envisioned, and we felt that Mika was truly happy and excited with the Ceremony. Restaurant beyond. And then reception at home for the closest circle. As said – THANK YOU ALL! NO ONE MENTIONED – NO ONE FORGOTTEN! Pics and vids incoming and getting collected. Full story to come! Now. Exhausted! Good Night!

Open Chest | #MikaTheHero #MikaMemorial #MikaByeBye

Categories: #PhotoStory · Family · Karin · Me · Mika · Mika Memorial and Bye-Bye · Nadine · NorrköpingLeave a comment

Last time seeing the remains of our beloved Mika. Nadine and Senada was with us. Will give special attention to all the stuff he got with him – later … All worth a separate story! Screamed my heart out. And Karin’s tears … Heartbreaking! And Nadine took the courage and power too. Senada in tears too, and in strong support to Nadine. The priest and the representative from the bureau did/had done an excellent job with the showing at S:t Olof Chapel. On our way out, Mika showed himself in profile among the clouds! Bye Bye Mika! See you tomorrow!…

Monday – Worst Week Since It Happened … | #MikaGrief #MikaMemorial #MikaByeBye

Categories: #PhotoStory · Aikido · Bengt Johannisson · Family · Gratitudes · Hedwig · IF Dojo Norrköping, Albrektsvägen 21 · Leif Kinnersjö · Love Declarations · Me · Mika Memorial and Bye-Bye · NorrköpingLeave a comment

The Ceremony on Thursday. All the big pieces in the puzzle are set. Now, checking guest lists tomorrow, to inform the Bureau! And the program went to print in Valdemarsvik, on courtesy of Hedwig, who has poured down her soul to it! A great piece of work! THANK YOU! I also spoke to Nadine twice, in the afternoon and in the evening, then also to mummy Senada. They arrive tomorrow late night, Nadine sleeps here, Senada at a hotel downtown. Thursday night they leave for Stockholm, before heading home to Eidsvoll in Norway. The Brain Poion of Cortisol is hammering…

Sunday Sushi – Thank You Hanna And Erik! | #MikaMemorial #Countdown #Friends

Categories: #PhotoStory · Erik Hoving · Family · Food Experiences · Friends · Hanna Rådberg · Karin · Me · Mika · Mika Memorial and Bye-Bye · Norrköping · Sandgatan 12 B · SushiLeave a comment

True friendship lasts forever. Hanna and I met some two decades ago. Thinking about her alot after life took its turns, and his Erik and their kid, and not having direct contact for some years now. Showing up very fast by phone beyond Mika left us for #TheOtherworld. Now. Giving us home delivery food on demand these hectic preparation days! Sushi. Could live on that on a lone island, with my dearest beloved Karin for the rest of my life, methinks … Hai! Thank you Hanna and Erik! Ok. Now dealing with Night Pain and MikaMissing … See you when…

A Day In Speed And Doing Focus | #MikaMemorial #MikaByeBye #Preparations

Categories: #PhotoStory · Family · Karin · Me · Mika · Mika Memorial and Bye-Bye · NorrköpingLeave a comment

Making days intentionally long and heavy-loaded with stuff to do, so when this moment arrives – sleep hours – that thing comes almost by pure exhaustion. Because – the nights are SO DAMNED TOUGH! So, with a sleeping train coming – this day is summarized by the tagged headline. Keeping it short, light and rough. And this day remembered through the photo cloud archive, on demand, futurewise. But, most probably, next time seeing the photos through a timehop app, and wondering how on Earth we managed to survive this first year ‘beyond’. Since – right now! – the constant feeling…

Project Family? An Oxymoron? Maybe … | #MikaLove #MikaMissing #MikaReunion

Categories: #PhotoStory · Cleaning Experiences · Everydayness · Experiences · Family · Karin · Me · Mika · Norrköping · Sandgatan 12 B · Soto · Stories · WalkingLeave a comment

Illustration … A pic saying more than a thousand words. Cleaning. Making order in chaos. Walking. First with Karin. Then alone. Picking up a bunch of books from Uni Library. Making food of prefab stuff, three sources, mixed. TV, with flashbacks from Danish Nursing History as key show – besides news and a cute docu of a Norwegian senior from far up north going to London. Chamomile tea with honey and milk. Taking care of cat litter. Getting them food and fresh water for their night. In bed. Blogging. About some key events through the day. Soto, Karin and me…