One thing is to be drowned in an endless sea of sorrow. One other is to drown in all things to be done formally with the death of your kid. One third thing is the bureaucracy connected to my health and living situation.

Took several hours of full focus today, Finally got the shite together! I’ll spare you the details …

As a confirmation of ‘relief’: now the cold I got from my beloved went into full bloom!

So. Sleeping it away! Good night!