And two standing beside it. Grieving.
Category: Me
A Visit To The Grave | #MikaTheAngel #Retrospective
A Fika At Hallarna | #Photolog #Retrospective
A Little Memorial | #MikaMemorial #OpenAir #Retrospective
We had a little memorial for Mika, in the open at Folkparken, Norrköping. We also visited the grave.
Kulturnatten 2019 | #Photolog #Retrospective
One of those days of painful memories. Kulturnatten Norrköping – without Mika. We went out to have a meal at Trottoarbaren, Dynamo, Hallarna. Then, visited some friends at Företagsateljéerna, to see their works of art. I was out also, later in the night.
First Day At Pensionat Grankullavik | #Travel #Retrospective
Woke up with a nice view over the bay Grankullavik! In the afternoon we went out to Trollskogen, where we had a run. Nice surroundings! You also could see the lighthouse Långe Erik, Ölands Norra Udde. In the evening, the former owner stopped by, and we had a drink. Then, I realized something big! I have been here before! At a field school travel in my ninth grade at the age of 15, we were here with three classes from my high school! And in synch, my old class mate from that time, Anna, was visiting her mother, Ulla, who…
Arrived at Pensionat Grankullavik Öland | #Travel #Retrospective
By an invitation from my old friend Johan Thomas, we went to his boarding house Pensionat Grankullavik, which he acquired some years back. It is in the northern peak of Öland. He picked me up by car with his sons in the back seat.
Mika Memorial and Bye Bye – Open Air – Countdown! | #MikaMemorial #OpenAir
A screenshot from the countdown, added with some details! A week from now! Cerefie, who sang on the first memorial services, will return – this time with Arvid on cello, interpreting Laleh with five songs. And some pre-recorded mixes from all my five artist aliases, for an open air event in Lejongropen (“the Lion’s Pit”), Folkparken, Norrköping – next Sunday, at 3pm to 8pm!
Green – Blue – Light | #Photolog
Feeling lost. Where to go? What life are we given? Without Mika? I dunno. Resting, in that feeling. Love. Soothe my soul! I can’t stand another second in this pain! Or. Well. I just have to.
Visiting The Grave With Hedwig and Jippii | #MikaTheAngel
Today we had a visit of my mother-in-law Hedwig, with her Eurasier dog Jippii. The grief was very very strong today, when we came together. The heavy dark cloud was very dense, and on our shoulders. Felt really really hard. But good thing to share tears, and somewhere mobilizing the slightest of hope that we will survive this – together. Thank you for a fine day, with shared feelings and a great dinner. Love will push us through. Life just has to go on – as the way the grass is growing on the grave. Strong! Note: This posting…
Updating My LinkedIn Profile | #ProfileUpdate2019
This cuts through all existential contexts. Professional. Personal. Private. How to place the words on what my life situation is, related to the so-called professional networks? Well, I went on with a project today, that was put on hold this Spring – the profile update project. Of a hunch, I just started to update my LinkedIn profile today. And some hours later, it was there! Here are some mobile screenshots of the full summary of ‘me’, in the professional context. On sick leave, yes. In grief. “Current occupation”. Yes, the hardest work of all, unpaid, 24/7/365 – with the greatest…
A Day With Feeding The System | #Photostory
One thing is to be drowned in an endless sea of sorrow. One other is to drown in all things to be done formally with the death of your kid. One third thing is the bureaucracy connected to my health and living situation. Took several hours of full focus today, Finally got the shite together! I’ll spare you the details … As a confirmation of ‘relief’: now the cold I got from my beloved went into full bloom! So. Sleeping it away! Good night!