Today, a new name came to me of our beloved one: #MikaTheAngel! He never wanted to be named a hero: “I am Mika!” – yes, humble and strong he was – and is! Our guardian angel is there, and talking to him every day when visiting his grave at our daily Zenith Walk.

Summer officially over, and flowers in decay. They will spread grass seeds on Thursday morning, preparing for that.

Life goes on. Fika in Serenity afterwards

Aikido ended the night. Keeping my shite together. Still physically quite exhausted by the grieving work, but catching up. Mentally, in some kind of “control”. Beware of triggers. Got an appointment with my MD on Wednesday.

Month one, check. Now – year one, in progress.

Pantha Rei.